You have no idea do you? How long you've tormented me silently by just flashing your wonderful brown eyes. They way you sit lazily in a chair, staring at me as if I was a friend. For almost two years Ive been agonized by the fact that you have a true love, and it is not me. I lay alone in my bed and wonder if you would ever join me. Maybe one day Ill declare what I feel before you. I just want to touch you. Touch in a way not like a friendly shove. In a way you would return the touch. And whisper to me. Not to her. Sometimes I want to scream how I feel, but Im so afraid of you rejecting it. Im so scared.

I love you.

-Jesse

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