So they're driving down on Saturday. Today is wednesday. Over the next few days, I myself will be moving.

I also have other things to attend to. I'm sorry - I need to be selfish for once. I need to. I cannot be their babysitter. I cannot be their errands person. I cannot set up the guest area or things like that. Fuck it. I'm finally getting out of the house, I have my own things to do.

I'm sorry they can't wait an extra 10 days. I am not their, or anyone else's go-to person. I have my own things to do. I'm going to be busy.

Why the fuck doesn't anyone ever fucking care about things going on in my life - why is it always the other way around? Why can't someone change their plans for me for a change, instead of it being the other way around.

I'm sorry you have a newborn. I'm sorry you're moving, and your husband's starting a new job. I love you all, and I care.

But I was just there helping you for 10 days, to come back, and resume my own changes in life at the same time. I cannot change that for you because on a couple of days notice, you changed your plans.

Listen to me, just someone look at me and realize that I have my own things to do and worry about. Help ME for once.

I am pissed off...

Because in the end, I know I will be the one that has to give in and re-arrange my days around you.

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