My life has become a spiral of downward thrusts...

Happy F'ing Mother's Day.

Tonight the Sherrif's Department was called to my house... domestic in progress.

*sigh*

Why is it that X cannot figure it out?!?! I am so angry that I asked him to leave, and he wouldn't.

It's been a long last few days.

I am almost a week late, and could very well be pregnant... he is furious, and said that I planned it this way. Yeah... that's just what I want- another child that I have to support on my own because he won't get up off his ass and get a job. I am solely supporting this entire family!!! My stress level is extreme, and right now I just want out.

I've talked with my mom, and even though she is hundreds of miles away, I feel alot better hearing her reassuring voice.

I just want to curl up into a ball and cry some more... this is what my life has become.

I just love being married... *sigh*

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